Fracht @ Freight

Damnation is obvious

pakcik afrika yang forward ke aku, bodoh punya muslim

hari ini seorang yang mengaku beragama yang suci dan benar telah memalukan diri sendiri dan seluruh umat² nya yang lain setelah dia menghantar email berantai secara babi buta atau kepala hotak taruk kat konek dan kepala butho takde lubang.

Tanpa usul periksa serta tanpa bersangka sangka.

perhatikan kebodohan anda sebentar. dan keluarkan kepandiran anda itu selama 1 jam dari sekarang.

cuba renungkan kehadiran warna merah dalam air sirap. kemudian renung pula segelas air jernih yang baru diambil dari sinki.

pastikan anda waras!

Chekerboard filter

Compliance as design objective

minimize a compliance in optimization leads to maximizing the stiffness of material.

what happened if the mass is also reduced then? with a set of lower density element such as plastic

the computational process will try to reduce some elements material and maximize it back during the iterations process of optimizing.

what happen next?

this bother me so much till i got a nightmare yesterday, pheww

try meditating with some ayaat from holy book. i'm a muslim of course!

after reading some stuffs from that book, now i feel ready again to face my life journey.

tomorroe i've to face this things again and what make it sounds heavier?

my job is to be presented to those judgmental-no-eastern-value-moraled person in front of my working desk.

what is still playing in my mind? why am i reading this dynamic book and babbling in this piece of sheet (read shit)?

why do i have to bother about writing? my next mission is to get married

and everything is flying in my head and turning my eyes orange-red color.

Optimization coupled with mathematics criteria is giving the no less brain like me a heavy headache. what i'm suppose to say? it's interesting in one way, but it's killing in the other.

pic courtesy: google

with a design area of a solid rectangular shape block we as optimizer one should call (yeah whatever) will have to consider all those bloodyhell-not-even-simple-things homogenization formulas to create such shape like picture above... owh this isn't fun at all, like what my deskmate always rubbishly said alone when he is bored >:)

sometimes i feel it too (boring and lame) when my job finish with a not sufficient loops of iterations, which is what the hell? i can't even imagine the result and now i have to repeat it again? what a waste.

my precious time on bed is likely to be my first thing during the weekend. yeah you call it waste you call it dumb, you could call anything. the thing i feel, i face, i see, nobody even had the chance to experience it. even if u call it normal for you, nobody cares what the hardness behind every sweet memories u catch. why? people is always like that!

ask politician about their wealth. ask the judge about a man who nabbed a woman in a belukar riding a motorcycle alone during the morning get away from home to the money earning place.

ask a shopkeeper about the night before they close the door, ask anyone about hardships and adventurous event in their life.

call it a day off today, becos tomorroe is my journey never end.

tuka projek, dapat projek baru yeah

hari ni opis jiran aku terbakar
opis ni bukan opis jentera tp opis barang barang, dengan bahasa politik yg betul
opis logistik

sebuah kereta terbako
bukan setakat terbako je, meletup sket2 pon ade...

kerugian dianggarkan €50 000 bersamaan RM 250 ribu kalo darab 5.



kompeni pakcik Bakar yg belakang tu opis yg hire aku keja skg kat stuttgart
letih naa banting tulang kire bulu rimau..

moral stori: Mari belajar bahasa asing!

moral cerita: parking kereta di bumbung boleh menyebabkan panik ketika kebakaran berlaku di bawah bumbung.

perkataan dlm perenggan: Selgros, Behr, Feuerbach, FEM

damn scammers

earning a day
is nothing more than just a dream

a dream we need to pursue
a day without a dream
just like a day without hopes

again and again
we see our potential
more and more the lack is showing off
incompetence

we share our sorrows we share our views
we see the future
we are still dreaming
get up!
get ready!
go away! don't go astray

love happiness is what you got
spread it make it vulnerable to others
let them see but let them not ruin

today life goes like always
surprises are nothing than just a history
ready and get ready
for you the path is always there.

live long, suck more!

Berkuda

Berpisahlah, nescaya kau dapati ganti orang yang kau tinggalkan. Mengembaralah di bumi, nescaya kau temui petunjuk dalam perjalanan itu. Singa jika tidak meninggalkan hutannya, tidak akan garang. Anak panah jika tidak meninggalkan busarnya tidak akan mengena sasaran [1]

[1]Abu Firas al-‘Amiri

it's been awhile since i know how to walk...
it's been awhile since i know how to run...
it's been awhile since i know how to crawl...
it's been awhile since i know how to jump...

and now it's the time to make it happen...

walk,jump,run,crawl at the same time...

life never stop surprising man...

“Kamu akan ditanya (oleh Allah) mengenaiku, apakah yang akan kamu jawab?” Kata mereka: “Kami menyaksikan bahawa engkau telah menyampaikan, telah menunaikan, dan telah menasihati”. Lalu baginda mengangkat jari telunjuk ke langit dan kemudian ke arah orang ramai dan bersabda: “Ya Allah! Saksikanlah” sebanyak tiga kali. (Riwayat Muslim).

Bratislava, Prague no more
Paris, Ceret, Montpellier, St. Millau and so on
Barcelona...
London, Plymouth, Newcastle, Stafford, Sheffield and on and on
Athens, Greece..Istanbul, Bosphorus..Turkey
Interlaken, Geneve, Lugano and so on
Cologne, Berlin, Bingen, Bochum, Stuttgart, Mannheim, Heidelberg, Bonn, Krefeld, Iserlohn, Wolfsburg and the list goes on...

Takziah

Cintaku bukanlah cinta biasa
Jika kamu yang memiliki
Dan kamu yang temaniku seumur hidupku
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Terlalu menjaga hati orang, sehingga hati sendiri terguris tiada siapa yang tahu atau mungkin orang lain tak ingin ambil tahu, sebab tidak berkaitan atau tidak menguntungkan.
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sensitiviti masyarakat kita, yang berpegang kepada adab sopan, tatasusila jugak akhlak dan moral.
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menjalin hubungan seks sebelum berkahwin dan mengandungkan tunangnya

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seorang pernah berkata, if you want to speak in English, you have to think in english.

seperti matematik, jika 1+1=2, bilakah 1+1=3?

jadi jika 1+1 tidak mungkin 3, maka logiknya pemikiran yang waras mengatakan sesuatu yang betul itu betul dan yang salah itu salah.

kerana hidup beradat berbudaya, jangan kan kutu, semut pun nak disoroknya.

if you want to be a matured person, you have to think like one.

jika ingin menjadi sesuatu, kita perlu bersedia mengadaptasi situasi dengan kehidupan kita.

kalau hendakkan sagu di dalam ruyung yg tidak mempunyai bukaan atau lubang, manakan dapat kalau tidak dipecahkan saja ruyung tu?

kalau mahukan sesuatu yang belum menjadi kenyataan, manakan dapat kalau bukan dengan bersungguh-sungguh walau sehingga terpaksa berkeras dan bersusah payah?

jangan kerana mulut badan binasa, jangan kerana marah semua tak kena, jangan memekik di hutan rimba, takut nanti disangka gila.
Berputik dulu baru berbunga, buahnya jarang dimakan beruk.
Kerana undang-undang itu diciptakan bukan untuk disalahi
Kerana manusia ini hanya berkepentingan, mengenali hati dan perasaan menjadi taruhan.
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“Setiap anak Adam membuat salah. Sebaik-baik yang membuat salah ialah yang bertaubat”. (Riwayat al-Tirmizi dan Ibn Majah, dinilai hasan oleh al-Albani).

“Tahukah kamu siapakah orang yang muflis?” Jawab mereka: “Orang yang muflis dalam kalangan kami ialah sesiapa yang tiada dirham dan tiada harta”. Sabda baginda: “Orang yang muflis dalam umatku ialah sesiapa yang datang pada Hari Kiamat nanti bersama solat, puasa, zakat, juga dia pernah memaki seseorang, menuduh seseorang, memakan harta seseorang, menumpah darah seseorang dan memukul seseorang. Lalu diberikan kepada orang ini dan itu pahalanya. Jika pahala-pahalanya habis sebelum sempat dilangsaikan kesalahannya, maka diambil dosa-dosa mereka dicampakkan ke atasnya lantas dicampakkan dia ke dalam neraka” (Riwayat Muslim).

“God does not look at your
forms and your possessions, but He looks at your hearts and your deeds.” – Muslim
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setiap manusia inginkan kebenaran dan menyukainya, tidak kira sama ada dari perkataan perbuatan mahupun niat.